Friday, February 13, 2009

Feeling Right...

“Ooow! Everything here is soooo pretty and colourful!” I said.

“These rides are so silly.” Rohan said. “Look at that stupid train… I can walk faster than that.”

“Ahan? Look at that one. That doesn’t look silly! It’s one of the craziest rides I have seen in a fair. Wanna try that one?” I suggested.

He shrugged and went in to get the tickets. “You girls get excited about such kiddish things. You really wanna do this? I am sure you are gonna be freaked out.” he asked.

I just pulled his hand and walked him to the ride. The ride was as wild as I had expected it to be. How can you explain to someone the rush these small things give ya?

We came out with our hair all messy and cheeks all red but with broad grins on our faces. Rohan smiled at me and said “You are the bravest girlfriend ever!” I just rolled my eyes but inside me there was this whole orchestra playing a super happy song.

“I can hear music.” he said turning his head in all directions trying to figure out the source.

I was alarmed… How did he know? “What?” I asked.

“I can hear music.” He repeated. “I think there’s some band playing somewhere nearby. Come let’s find out.”

He walked in the direction of the music and we saw this huge crowd gathered around the stage. I couldn’t see a thing… The band was playing ‘Walk of Life’ and I thought it was doing a pretty decent job. The crowd was enjoying it. I saw a twinkle in Rohan’s eyes. He was loving it. I couldn’t help smiling at the excitement on his face. We stood there waving and hooting with the crowd and completely enjoying the music.

It started raining. I thought this might make them wrap it up but the band did not stop. The crowd started dispersing a little bit and we could actually see the band. That was when we realized that it was an all-vocal band. It was a treat to watch them perform. It was unbelievable that 7 human voices could replace an entire rock band! I couldn’t take my eyes of their vocal drummer who kept the beat coming out of his mouth throughout their own five minute version of ‘Harder to breathe’ by Maroon 5.

The next song was ‘25 minutes’ by MLTR and Rohan held out his hand and said “Babes! Shall we dance?” I took his hand and we danced unaware of who was watching us. It felt like the band was playing only for us… We moved with each other as though we had practiced this many times before… It felt like time had stopped… As if somebody had pressed a pause button or taken a moving snapshot. We had managed to trap eternity in a few minutes! The song ended and we suddenly came back to the real world and found that the crowd had formed a circle around us and were clapping. I hugged Rohan and we kissed. We forgot about the band, we forgot about the large audience… it seemed just right and the rain fell as if silently agreeing with me.

But I knew he had to go. Like the song said it was too late... I tried to hold back the tears and we stood there clutching each other’s hand as the band played their last song…

‘And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be…
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer, let it be!’

Happy Valentine’s Day Everyone!
Loads of love
Sangeetha

Friday, February 6, 2009

If I had it my way

If I had it my way
If I had it my way, I would become a published poet and Oracle (PL/SQL) champ. I would like to become a teacher so that I can somehow play some role in making winners, shaping the future of kids who may do the nation proud. I believe its my responsibility to help people who are less luckier than me. I would like to get into a steady relationship with a girl. I need a girl whom I can understand and relate to. I need a girl who can support me and somehow appreciate the foolish gutsiness in me. If I had my way...Sangeetha would come to India in MAY-JUNE and take up teaching for 1 year. I want Sagar to get into a B-school, Shiv into IIM, Vinay to become a Java champ, Jimmy to get into NM, Sonia to get into schools of her dreams, my TL to succeed in his every sojourn, Jinal to get married, Neha to become a famous painter, Samyukta to take Aarambh places, Ketki to become successful, Hardik to get a good job, my dad to consistently support me, my mom to continually remain happy and my brother to earn a lot of name, fame, respect and success . If I can in anyway play even a 1 pc role in their successes, then I believe I will be successful. If I am able to get selected into TEACH FOR INDIA, I would be satisfied. If I manage to convince my company to take me back after 2 years I will consider myself as a skilled negotiator. If I manage to get into B School in 2011, with more than 75 pc scholarship than I would consider that all my plans worked. If I have my way I would find the right girl by the end of the year. By the end of the year my bro would get married and would have settled well.
I would consider myself happy..successful and satisfied when I manage to change the cynic perception of a few people that one man cannot make a difference.

My journey has started...Game is on...Wish me luck..Pray for me....

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Why?

This post is inspired by another poem by a friend who writes amazing Hindi poetry. This is the first time I am writing anything in Hindi. Hope it is readable :)

चंद पलों के लिए,
ज़िंदगी मिल गई।
सारी उमर अब अकेले
बिताना क्यों?

संग संग चले,
और मंज़िलें मिल गई।
दोराहें पर अब
बिछड जाना क्यों?

खुदा कि रहमत से
दिल मिल गए।
ज़मानेके डरसे अब
हाथ छुडाना क्यों?

-संगीता

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Materialism

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Are you single or do you have a girlfriend?
Which party shall you attend this weekend?
How many calories in a week do you burn?
Hmm…by the way… how much do you earn?

How do you travel towards your workplace?
How often do you work on happening Saturdays?
What is the latest thing that you’ve got to learn?
Never mind; just tell me how much do you earn?

Do people respect you for the person who you are?
Do people consider you an ethical superstar?
How much output have you managed to churn?
Brushing all things aside… how much do you earn?

Are you a cricketer, poet or a software engineer?
Are you a writer, singer or a trivial ALTO driver?
Are you happy, satisfied….Are you having fun?
Only thing that matters is how much do you earn?
--Jay

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

No work

No work…

-Jay

Five months ago, three young and enthusiastic people joined my project. They had just finished their initial training program in the company and were really looking forward to work in our project. They had graduated just a few months ago. When they joined, they had dreams in their eyes which were eager to prove their mettle in this world. They were energetic and raw… ready to be molded. I was in the same scenario a year ago. I could really see the will to excel in them. However, they weren’t as lucky as I was.

When I joined the project, I practised my technology and within no time, I was doing work for the project. In effect, I was never on the bench. However, the current batch has no work. I have been pushing them to learn new things, work on mock applications, come up with new ideas…but I cannot create work. Somehow, I cannot become the client. All the tactics worked till a certain period of time but now these people are tired. I could see their transition from restlessness to frustration and now they are in a state of helplessness.
Somehow, I can’t say anything to cheer them up. I have a really big fear that due to their inactiveness, as and when they do get work, they may be low on confidence. I know multi-nationals always operate in this way. But seeing ineffective utilization of national resources makes me sick. No matter how much ever money one may be paid, but a feeling of being on the job but still not having the work can really make people irritable.

Recession has crept in. I can see recession eroding the new batch of people who have joined the company. In fact, even the massively experienced people are feeling insecure. Today, I read through the news of SATYAM computers. Howsoever I may try to neutralize the fact that recession is harsh by saying that recession will separate the men from the boys, I have to admit that recession has the potential to eliminate millions of visions if it stays for a few more years. The world is fighting hard. Yet again we have an opportunity to unite and weather the storm…for I am extremely optimistic that one day sun will shine. One day the newly joined people will get a lot of work and loads of opportunities to prove themselves in this practical world…